anger inside

I am standing calm and cold on a strong ground just as bold. Took a pill and washed my face but my anger seems to be wining this race. I can’t stand doing the same thing for two more minutes, I can’t get myself to stop these violent bullets. One more minute here and I will tear my heart out of my chest, cause everyone here are acting like a stupid pest. One more word out of them and I will smash my head against the wall, everything they do just provokes me to go on this fall. I wish I could now turn this page, cause god I fear killing someone on a rampage. I want to shoot myself in the head just to stop this fury, anything but staying here with my sight so blurry. I have to end this vibe, stop this poison, unplug this rage. I can hardly breath, my jaw is clinched, my thoughts are sick, my body is burning, everything is shouting me out to kill. Like a dark room inside with a loose door. Like an angry lion who’s about to break his sharp bloody chains, hungry for revenge, craving to kill. I have to leave this place today, or I swear to god someone will pay. My fists are yearning for someone to stand in my way, cause I am breaking someone’s bones like glass on a fray. My hands will hurt me tomorrow, the blood will agitate me today. God end this red day, cause am about to let it all out like a laser ray. God how can I wake up from this nightmare, I am bittered of this life so unfair. I’ve just fallen in the dark, I am lost in this steam of shadows. I have forsaken myself and I don’t feel sorry, I am a fan pulled into hell’s glory.

By AAA