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Tragic Beginnings For a New Year That Await Us

This is one of the happenings that have stained my memories for as long as my life endures.

New Years Eve, 31st December 2011 one of the days that I’ll never forget. Every time I close my eyes and dwell on this destructive thought. I succumb the surges of sadness that indulge my body in my own self-inflicted pain. I can still hear screaming, drowned under the crying; as the shouting submerges from the tension of the two people fighting. They are making me suffer in terror, antagonizing me with every word that flies out of their mouths and enters my ears. I knew what was going on. I froze in panic, hysteria; I couldn’t handle the pressure even though I slammed the door shut. The walls couldn’t withstand the sounds of hatred that burn through my barricade.

I knew what he was doing, I just wished that I could’ve stopped him. I wish that I could tear every one of his violent infectious fingers off his condemned hand, that traumatized my mother that night. His self-manipulative fake ways don’t distort my judgment for him. I can see him for who he really is; one, using, cunt. That type of person that likes to feel power, superior and to inflict pain on others and absorb their reactions to feel it.

All I could do was freeze up, let my shock get the better of me, while I was in my room; cornered away from reality, trying to listen to music but I was too transfixed on the surrounds. Especially the noise that penetrates my brain every second, I endure it. If I could change this moment of my life I would, I was stupid to not do anything then and now I’m still stupid.
Written by Mikeey_Rawr
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