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A Death Worth Dying For

By the time you read this I will be dead † † † † †
Any comments left will go unread † †
Who cares if you do I wonít ever know † † † † † † † † †  
My heart stopped beating a few days ago † †  
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Donít call the police it wonít do any good † † † † † †
If legally bound then maybe you should † †
Theyíll run up the steps and break down the door † † † †  
Finding my body face down on the floor † †
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Iíve never been loved no one ever cared † † † † † † † †
Like the Elephant Man they pointed and starred † † † † † †
My family is gone Iíve never had friends † †  
Only loneliness knows how my journey ends † †
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No parties or dates all the fun I have missed † † †
No social exchanges or girls have I kissed † †
Never been with a woman not once felt her touch † †
Always treated them well but they hate me so much † †
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My guardian angel plays games with my head † †
Says I'm a loser and better off dead † †
Inside of my brain I hear those voices † †
Scream kill me or die are your only choices † †
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I canít take my life when thereís no life to take † †
Just a worthless nothing of a dreadful mistake † †
I have nothing to lose and so much to gain † †
By killing myself to be free from my pain † †
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The Deep Underground was my final hope † †
To know something more than a chair and a rope † †
My life hasnít started and now it is done † †
How can it be over before itís begun? † †
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My mental illness has ruined my life † † † † † † † † † † † †  
Destroyed any chance of finding a wife † † † † † † † † † † † † †  
I canít be near people we donít get along † †
I wish they would die even though it is wrong † †
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There so many times that I should have died † † † † †
Attempts always failed but at least I had tried † † †
To go on living is my greatest fear † †
But I take comfort that my death is near † †
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Iíll kill whatís in me for I know it is right † †
My death is the cure to what I canít fight † †
Iíll die as I live completely alone † †
From a horrible world where I was unknown † †
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If †Deep Underground wants to pay its respects † †
Youíre welcome to take my private effects † †
What else can I say that hasnít been said † †
Just remember my poems when I am dead † †
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An angelic light shines down on this poem † † † † †  
Now is the time for me to go home † †
At peace I do dwell itís my turn to die † † † † † † † † †  
I submit my last poem and a tearful goodbye
Written by Mourningcloak
Published | Edited 30th Jun 2015
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