Nostalgic Ointment

theres a place i go to write him

I>nternally Immersed In
N>onstop Nostalgic Need
S>implified So Smittenly
I>ntensely, I Implode
D>elicately Drizzling Dreams
E>threal Epitomes Everywhere

so please bare with me
as i try to express
freefalling emotions
without making a mess
as i pour warmed phrases
hot oils,to massage his mind
fingers fluently speaking desires
unabashed and undefined
stroking deep tissue
i wanna make him THINK so hard
until he aches with passion
in every regard
until he yearns for relief
craves mental ointment
a creamy concoction
yoni's oils of anointment

leaving him speechless when
smeared with my calming balm
and every pore humming
a soulfelt Psalms
i want to soothe his worry
kiss away all his fears
lick every inch of his frailties
til we both on the verge of tears
and when on the fringe of fatality
only muted cries excape his mouth
as i open widely to devour him
and swallow all his doubt
see, i want him to feel what i feel
the hunger in my heart
i want to dine on his mind
mmmm.. i bet he taste like art

o muse of mine,sweet inspiration
that fills me with endless words to say
its ironic how u give me words
yet leave me speechless in every way