Day 22

If your eyes were on the prize them you wouldn't be prepping for a loss

If you didn't think so negative then there would nothing left but positive thoughts

If you were a better judge then you couldn't be tried by a jury of your insecurity

You don't believe in my purity but we all got a past so sue me

Can I get you to not try to "do me" with your ill feelings and such?

Like the subtle things you doing and the changes you're making ain't a outright sucker punch

I'm in lollipop land so I can't stay sucker free but I'm who I am so why is it so hard for you to see

Everything ain't as it seems but you're a conspiracy theorist and even though I fancy myself the realist you're hellbent on believing I'm on bullshit....a d that's just bullshit.

Nothing goes according to plan when you're dealing with an emotional enigma and I would've thought you'd figured it out by now but you haven't

And while heaven is a few miles away you're thinking of hell

Hell nah I'm not that opposite of truth even when truth truth is lie

So while I write this on day 22 I'm mentally playing day 26 while this day  I'm mentally kinda sick cause I call you my queen and never my bitch even when you coming off barking like you that bitch

Give it a rest stressing that vital muscle in your chest and let the love rest back where we started at or better yet take a chill poll and enjoy the miracle of this accapellic series of events that should've given that other shit it's acquittal

Again stop acting like I ain't be and you ain't she

You KNOW how to love