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My Pain,My Pleasure
It's never the same
It always feels different
When I inflict pain
It's only felt for a minute
When I produce pain
Sometimes I feel nothing
Isn't it insane?
That I'm numb when I'm cutting
I don't even feel alive
When pain can't be controlled
But I continue to try
Making pain not feel so dull
I touch a razor to my arm
I apply a small bit of pressure
I intend to cause bodily harm
I want to hurt,I cut for the pleasure
It always feels different
When I inflict pain
It's only felt for a minute
When I produce pain
Sometimes I feel nothing
Isn't it insane?
That I'm numb when I'm cutting
I don't even feel alive
When pain can't be controlled
But I continue to try
Making pain not feel so dull
I touch a razor to my arm
I apply a small bit of pressure
I intend to cause bodily harm
I want to hurt,I cut for the pleasure
Published 22nd Dec 2012
| Edited 10th Jan 2019
Author's Note
I'm a cutter and love feeling pain.
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22nd Dec 2012 7:48am
I would say that you have something in common with Sting (King Of Pain), but this directs the pain at oneself. More like the Rolling Stones, "Paint It Black".
22nd Dec 2012 8:12am
4th Feb 2014 6:51am
Wow! An emotional write to read. Very intense and sad. I felt it for sure. :(
4th Feb 2014 6:18pm
27th Sep 2016 10:46am
