Drown in the Black

Strung out on  medication
Post Traumatic Stress
Bi polar
ADHD
And an apathetic hatred
All control is lost... And I can't take it!

Eyes turn blue to black
Soul crimsoned by hatred
Mind set so darkly melodic
Scarlett inlays across this porcelain canvas
Words inscribed into my skin
The flashbacks are here again

I'll sit back watch myself die a little more inside
Feel the pain and shock of a cold steel blade
Just slip away
Drown in the black again today...