This Feeling.

This pain in my chest,  
I dont know What it is?  
Is It pain because im not by your side,  
Is it pain because i miss you so much,  
The pain is hurting me so bad,  
I can bearly hold on,  
Its like a rollercoaster ride,  
My heart beats fast everytime we kiss,  
My heart stop everytime you comment me on my looks,  
I dont know what to say,  
I rarely get told im beautiful,  
I don't know how to respond.  
 
My heart hurts when your know where to be seen.  
It hurts so bad i cant take it much longer.  
With every day im not by your side,  
Is yet another day im left sitting here in pain.  
With out your touch im slowly dissapearing,  
forgetting how good it feels to be touched like that,  
Touched in the way you touch me.  
 
When you touch me,  
My heart skips a beat.  
Its amazing.  
Its different,  
But i like it.  
Every kiss you lean in, to give me,  
I'll take,  
As if its the last time i'll ever kiss you,  
I get this weird feeling in my stomach,  
Its buttterflies,  
It feelings great.  
But in this time that i Write this,  
Your asleep 6hrs away,  
Im left laying here in so much pain,  
Just as you are,  
Having to wake up to no one next to you,  
It hurts doesnt it?  
It does,  
Once i have you in my arms again,  
Will be the day my heart wont hurt,  
It will be the day my heart race's  
at just the sight of your face,  
To know im never leaving you.  
Never having to deal with so much hurt,  
When i see you in my sight,  
Ill run up to you,  
Hug you and kiss you,  
As if i havent seen you for years,  
But its only been 2 weeks.  
the feeling when were not together,  
Just isnt ment to be felt by a human.  
But i felt it,  
IT'S NOT A GOOD FEELING!  
i can tell you Now.  
 
It hurts to not be able to wrap my arms around you,  
To have to say goodbye instead of good night.  
To not be able to feel your soft lips against mine.  
It hurts.  
But i will always love you,  
Never leave you,  
Keep my promises,  
Treat you how you should be treated.  
So i know you wont have to feel what im feeling.  
I want you to be happy,  
To smile,  
To laugh,  
To live life to the fullest.  
You can do that,  
Im never going to stop you,  
I believe in you baby,  
Don't be sad,  
Be happy.  
.x.  
I love you!