To you, because I love you, and I'm sorry xxx

My baby my Angel my little star
I'm sorry, I don't know where you are.
I should have done a little more
Forgive me, I've never been here before.
My job was to love you and give you a home
Not just to choose and then leave you alone.
I was all that you had and I sent you away
I left you in such a horrible way.
But now I'm without you I miss you so much
There's something inside me you managed to touch
And a place in my head where I picture your face
In my heart will always be a space.

I'm planting some flowers and watching them grow
And as I look after them I want you to know
I'll think of you always and send you my love
I'll send it to the heavens above,
That's where you will be. With Angels hand in hand
Because your spirit is innocent, you've never done wrong
I'm empty without you, my greiving wont end
And I'll never forget you
Because I'm your Mum.