Momma.......

holding my heart in my hands
i beg for us to make amends

its been 14 years mommy...
and this is the first time you've said sorry

i want to forgive you but i cant
the horrid things you did...

the bruises and cuts
the burns and the scars

the tears that youd laugh at
the fears that you caused

i hate deep water thanks to you
i cant stand being alone and you know why thats true!

i blame you for my insecurities
i hate you for all you said to me

im done with you
my heart is done beating for you

goodbye mommy
i never again want to hear you say sorry