Unnatural

The way my heart is fluttering
is so new to me that I cannot
truly process a way to calm it.

It's beating fast as I watch you.

It's racing, and racing, and
racing so hard.

It's unnatural for me to stand
here before someone, shy and
blushing, wanting to be thought
of as cute and pretty.

It's unusual, I cannot understand
how you have such power over me
when no one else has done this to
me before.

Maybe that's why love is a word I
cannot recognize, or remember.

Have I felt it?
You have begun to make me question.

It's abnormal, I don't want you to
talk to anyone else, or look at other
girls.

Only talk to me, I want your attention
to be solely on me, if you talk to other
girls like this then I will be jealous
and mad with you.

It's so strange, because I just always
want to touch you or hold your hand.

I want you to touch me too, tell me how
beautiful I am to you and how much you
want to be with me.

These strange new feelings within me,
they're so unnatural.