Gates

All my dreams have turned in to dust now that you are gone,
all my hopes are shattered, oh i just could not hold on,
i am folded on, all alone, drunk raver dancing on his own,
baby how i hated the smoke of your cigarettes now i cry to feel it again.

I know that paradise is very far from here,
i pray every night that you are waiting there,
who does not know what tears are, does not know what love is.

All my fears are so real now that you can not relieve me,
singing your song keeps me alive but how long,
every night i wake up on fire, every night and you are not there,
memories are fading with my passion for life,
i wonder why...

I know that heaven is very far from here,
i know you would not want me to fear for you,
but my piano is out of tune, i can not make it play on key,
notes ring so hollow....

If i only knew that you are good,
that angels took care of you,
baby, wind whispers its alright,
but i just want to die,
i want to turn down handles of gates,
those gates holding us apart,
time is my enemy, i broke all clocks in this empty house,
they think i went crazy, i just can not stop to love....

I know that you are very far from here,
far from this world is better than near,
the only thing i fear,
that you will not stand there when i arrive.

You were like violin, smooth and violent,
your melody is all i can sing... this is not the end.