Bleed It Out

I hate myself, i want to bleed.
I cry at night, longing to be freed.
I think of death, there's so much pain.
I'm losing myself,
I'm going insane.
I cut myself, because i binged and purged.
I do it everyday, whenever i feel the urge.
I feel so ugly, and so fat.
Life seems pointless, from where I'm at.
I'm sick of living with all this crap,
I feel like I'm suffocating, stuck in a trap.
Where no one can hear my screams,
they don't know about my horrible dreams.
I feels like a cow, god i need help,
I know that now.
I know you probably don't understand,
But if you can, please give me your hand.
I know I don't have much to give,
But please, give me a reason to live.