I Have Nothing Left

My mother doesn't want me around
The one I love is not here when I need her
Most
My brother hates me
I am the family reject
I am thinking of cutting
But why?
Lets do something more
Lets slit my throat
Lets stab my chest
Lets hang me off a tree
Because I can't just sit here and cry anymore
My beautiful memories
Were ripped to shreds just moments ago
By my own mother
I just want to die
I should just die
:'(