Eyes Bled For You

 This intense  sadness blooms inside of me like a tumor
It grows within minutes instead of months
My body starts to shut down shortly after
Then I feel everything you have done
Come into me like the grim reaper reaching out to take my soul
I sit and feel nothing, complete and total numbness though out  me
Then my brains tries to barter with my body
It knows what will come
But it's far too late to stop
As If something cut the bottom of my eyes
I tried to cry for you
But I have for so long
I'm just bleeding the tears now
Swallowing blood
Trying to keep calm
Hoping beyond hope
That I don't bleed out.

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