behind

take, your dollar bills.
leave your thrill.
throw away compassion.
i speak, but never care.
this games not fair.
im gettin ready to quit.
im staring down the barrel of a gun.
im the foretold fucked up chosen one
not narcicistic.                                          
no doubt masochristic.
unenthusiastic.
not for or against it.
not afraid to end it!

TAKE, your gun in hand.
BLOW, your thoughts across the land.
up or down, in the ground.
all answers have been found.
i wished to know, but not to learn.
nothing new then or now.
something change, for better and worse.
take this curse, as i take my life.
to leave all this shit behind.

i lit, my cigarette.
my juliet, left me behind.
i sat, i kicked and screamed.
my depession redeemed.
the bullet has beamed.
my sleight erased and clean.
fallin through sanity.
splattering on the floor.
a stain as always forever more.
nothing new than before.
light another cigarette, poison the sanctuary.
fuck the world and everybody.
the wall now crimson and bloody.
drown out self pity.
dont feel like quitting? lets burn a city!
then pull the trigger, flash of white.
float forever and leave this world behind.