Missing you

fire coursing through my veins
fire causing my body to squirm as if in pain
not being able to fall asleep
the pillow wet from the tears I weep
thoughts of you
in my head play peak a boo
my heart hurts not being able to talk to you like we did yesterday
but there doesn't seem to be a way
if you asked why I cried
you'd be too late for I'd have already died
Aric why?
why when I'm without you should I continue to try?
to some three hours isn't very far
but it is when your a girl like me without money, gas or a car
we live our lives everyday
I always wonder if he is ever thinking about me in the same way
it is cold outside and I love the night
walking in the dark always feels right
my blood goes from being lava to being ice
I wish the world could see how much I sacrafice
you care for me this I know
but how I wish this loneliness would go
the pain makes me weak
when it's words from you I eagerly seek
I miss you
I can't wait for this time away from you is over and through