before i break

why must this happen
nothing is right
life is cruel and cold
fucks my life all the more
too many mistakes
too many people
why can't you just leave me the fuck alone?
you wont
and i just leave
but i get sick and tired
of all your bullshit
sick and tired
of all your words
all of you putrid things
just want to see me fail
and fall t the ground
you try to push me around
and kick me when i'm down
LIES LIES LIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!
all of you fucken lie
and i can't fucken deal with it anymore
you plague me like the Black Death
hate boils in my blood
want to get rid of this disease
wash it clean away
and get rid of you all
leave you dead and broken
destroy all signs of life
fuck all of you
get away from me
before i commit the murder
take away your future
leave you all to dust
no one to remember
or recognize the mess
leave me alone before i break