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Sorry Guys...
I need to do this
You can't stop me
I need to pay for what I have done
I need to die and deliver my
Soul to darkness
It's just me and my
Stone cold misery
I'm just another helpless bastard
I don't deserve life
I don't deserve love
And I don't deserve
Mercy....
I deserve to burn in hell
I deserve to be silenced
I should deserve one more cigarette
With my friends...
I'm sorry guys but it has to happen
A toast to you all
For being there for me
You guys deserve to be worshipped...
You can't stop me
I need to pay for what I have done
I need to die and deliver my
Soul to darkness
It's just me and my
Stone cold misery
I'm just another helpless bastard
I don't deserve life
I don't deserve love
And I don't deserve
Mercy....
I deserve to burn in hell
I deserve to be silenced
I should deserve one more cigarette
With my friends...
I'm sorry guys but it has to happen
A toast to you all
For being there for me
You guys deserve to be worshipped...
Published 21st Oct 2012
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21st Oct 2012 8:27am
no! matthew, you deserve to find somone, be happy and my eternal goth mate, matt you need to live or ill go to, think of myheartdiesforyou!! would she want this, you need a family, we are that family and it is our job alone to pic you up when you fall, matt your just falling, let us pic you up and ten to your bruses
21st Oct 2012 9:35am
matt dont kill urself u have ur whole life ahead of u u diserve everything someday u will be with raven again and let me die in ur place i deserve to die rather than u nobody will miss me everyone will miss u plz let me take ur place or i will never forgive u let me die if i die in ur place u will get everything u deserve friends jodie and eli i deserve non of that plz let me take ur place because i gaurantee knowone will miss me
21st Oct 2012 10:48am
21st Oct 2012 10:56am
Matt, if u dont listen to oehm or raven u probs wont listen to me but if u kill urself think of everyone that will miss u, i can name 20 people i needed to, your family and friends will miss u and if u kill urself then what if Raven or oehm diecided to go with u, wouldnt u feel so bad that they sacraficed there whole life to be back with u, have a big think about it, ur only 13 and i promise u will find someone else!
21st Oct 2012 11:02am
This isn't ur decision
And it's not completely about Raven
Dude u don't understand it's something I have to
Do
No one would understand
And it's not completely about Raven
Dude u don't understand it's something I have to
Do
No one would understand
21st Oct 2012 11:05am
Your acting really dumb, i dont give a fuck if its not ur desision, i will call ur mum and tell her, i will call the hospital and get u in a mental home if i have to, but we arent gunnu let u do this, if u do it, what if oehm decides to go with u, wouldnt u feel bad! just stay in this world and i promise u will find someone else!!!
theres heaps and heaps of people in the world
theres heaps and heaps of people in the world
21st Oct 2012 11:10am
Dude I need to do this for Robbie
He deserves something after all these years
He deserves something after all these years
21st Oct 2012 11:14am
Dude i think Robbie will like it better if u stay in this world & have a great life!
21st Oct 2012 11:18am
You don't know him and you
Don't know why he's dead so
Just leave it alone
Don't know why he's dead so
Just leave it alone
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