I Give Up

I've had enough, enough of this
i'd like to be granted one last wish
that my kids will always have a smile
not like me, i've not smiled for a while
but the decision is reached, this is the end
not living this life without one single friend
I catch myself constantly wondering how you are,
sitting alone with my mind set so far,
reminiscing about your smile, your voice and touch.
Damn this life! I’m missing you too much.