Never Ever Notice Me..

I want her to notice me
The way a man does, has
I want her to notice me
And be true to myself atlast..

I want her to notice me
The way i've noticed her for years
I want her to notice me
But i'm to locked behind my fears..

I want her to notice me
To understand all my curiosity
I want her to notice me
Yet i'm caged behind my insecurities..

I want her to notice me
I'm scared of who i really am
I want her to notice me
So i cling on to my pety sham..

I want her to notice me
Let myself become exposed
I want her to notice me
But that part of me is closed..

I want her to notice me
And let everybody know
I want her to notice me
'Cause my heart is filled with sole..

I want her to notice me
Discover what it's like
I want her to notice me
But what if i really am a dyke..

I want her to notice me
Leave my shadow for the light
I want her to notice me
But that would make them all right..

I want her to notice me
Like I first did in jr. high
I want her to notice me
Since I started living in a lie..

I want her to notice me
But what happens if she does
I want her to notice me
I'd probley blow it off just 'cause..

I want her to notice me
It's happened a few times before
I want her to notice me
But im afraid of whats instore..

I want her to notice me
Tell my mom I lust for women
I want her to notice me
Then she'll hate me once again..

I want her to notice me
Stop having flings with men
I want her to notice me
But would I try even then..

I want her to notice me
Kiss her lips so gently
I want her to notice me
But what if they resent me..

I want her to notice me
Admit why im usually single
I want her to notice me
When I go out I rarley mingle..

I want her to notice me
Give in to what I am
I want her to notice me
But I fucking hate who I am..

I want her to notice me
Maybe one day i'll try
I want her to notice me
Or i'll just cry inside a lie..

I want her to notice me
I don't want her to notice me
I want her to notice me
I'll never know for sure..

I want her to notice me
I hate all this attraction
I want her to notice me
So I rely on my addictions..

I want her to notice me
Act on my impulse
I want her to notice me
What if I like her heated pulse..

I want her to notice me
The way I notice her
I want a girl to notice me
It's truly what i prefer..

I want a girl to notice me
And let myself notice back
I want a girl to notice me
'Cause it's who i am in fact..

I want another girl to notice me
And I not completely run away
I want another girl to notice me
Maybe she's the one who'll stay..

I don't want a woman to notice me
I'm terified of feelings
I don't want a woman to notice me
'Cause it's always so confusing..

Never ever notice me
I don't know who I am
Never ever notice me
I know exactly what I am..