please

please stop touching me
I can't help that my body responds, can't you see?
I hate that he knows how responsive my body is to touch
I hope to God you never learn exactly just how much...
It's mind over body and I promise my mind will win
it has to or I can only imagine the trouble I would be in
I'm constantly wishing you were just with me here
how endlessly I'm wishing that you were near
I hate how my body responds to him when I want to wait for you
I hate my body and how with lust I just can't seem to be through...