leaving me behind, but i will survive

you told me i could soar
above all the rest
you told me i'd never
be second best
you gave me faith
to spred my wings
and fly
that you'd hug me
tightly like the sky

where are you now?
are you in the heavens
wrapped in bows?
for the new beginning
and the end
i have to pretend
that i can still hold on
that i am still strong
till i see you again

when the time comes
will you spred your arms
and welcome me again?
or was i only ever
just your little sacrife
this is not my life
i dont want to just survive
before these feelings
have a chance to revive

you wrote your note
suicide for me
but heres my note
for life it will be
i will not die
i have no faith
in those alive
i will be trying
never crying

i refuse
to fall down
when im already
on the ground
i will stand
in this rain
standing through
this deadly pain
hope i have found