last goodbye

I gave in to that thing he called us
Even changed myself to gain his love
But when shyt didnt go right
His loved turned into this staged fight
Atleast thats the lie      I told myself
Cause on the outside my body screamed help

I gave him my heart and asked him to keep it safe
He took it and diced it into pieces with the sharpest blade
I thought this was the worst feeling in the world
Until he made me get rid of my precious lil girl

See i could handle the beatings,handle the pain
But nothing prepared me for this it drives me insane
Sign the damn paper is all i could hear
Clutching my  stomach wishing i could dissapear
Ms..we're ready ..Right this way
Brights lights and instruments im not ready for this
Lay back on the table..wand on my tummy
Faint heartbeats of the baby i'll soon miss

Doctor is ready,lemme give you something to relax
One more glance at the monitor my babys under attack
Tears stream down,im crying a lot
Dr.pls hold still ,its almost out
Ripped to pieces,my hearts ripped to shreds
All because I believed in love
Now the best thing given to me is....
Abortions will never let you forget
It makes you remember children you got or didnt get