Bleeding Lights

Watching
out the window
for a ghost
of a lover

lights
not his lights
passing bye
to quickly

time
ticks away slowly
every second counts
down to the end

plagued
love is a disease
eating me alive
I have nothing left

waiting
looking through dirty glass
at an unclear future
more lights

truths
in the reflection
staring back at me
yet remains unseen

drowning
in a sea of tears
waiting on lights
that will never come