IT STAYED  True Story - Its just the begining of horrid memories

The end becomes the begining to this story told  
A labryth of dry tears, a zagged maze of your damage done  
It is cold in the darkness that lives in me.  
You took me, you told of how you loved me  
You said you saved me from a hard life  
I was but a child, believing in your words  
You hurt me, you allowed the pain, you lied  
What did I do for you to not want me  
It was easy for you to keep sending me away  
Why was it so hard to show this love you spoke of  
You did not love me, you did not want me  
Why did you bring me back to send me away?  
Everyone was told of how you wanted me, I would always be safe  
You told me of all the sacrifices you made  
You reminded me every day  
I dont hate you, but I can not love you  
You never showed me how to love, how to be loved  
In between the spaces of days long past  
I will learn how to heal, I will learn of love  
This is the beging of my journey to find my peace  
And I will  
Its done  
Its over