Acceptance

I am the embodiment of sorrow
Humanities sins and a hopeless tomorrow

My existence holds no worth, no purpose
An ugly duckling amongst swans, just lurking

Save your worries, save you tears
I will no longer live in denial, behind fear

My future has always been crystal clear
I will continue to lose everyone I hold dear and love will always be followed by more tears

Pain has become a part of me, to suffer is my destiny
Life will be the end of me ,religion offers no clarity

Hopes and dreams forms of an idealistic fantasy
It's inevitable, can't you see, I am ... misery

Just a fool bound to life's scheme
Lost between broken dreams
Drowning in my ever growing insanity
Unable to remember or fathom what it meant to be happy    

I’m not here for you to try to understand
I don’t need fixing, there is no glitch in my program

No pills or therapy needed for my coping mechanism
I'm simply a target and life is the weapon, distributing it's lessons

Restless, awaiting life’s arrow of death to strip me of my presence
With a smile embracing the end with all of my acceptance