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Crack in the Mirror - The Last Entry of Svengali

It’s rather surprising on how quickly your dream life can turn into a nightmare when you’re not paying attention. You consider yourself a mentally well built person. The perfect lover, the perfect life. Education, home life and social, all at the top peak. You feel invincible.

Suddenly one thing changes. The smallest of things clicks from a simply yes to a no. This creates a domino effect with such precision, that everything begins to collapse where it hurts the most. You are not the one with the perfect life. Your lover hates who you have become. Your education begins to slip through your fingers. Your home life makes you feel like an intruder. Your friends no longer wait. All this leading to one statement. One single sudden realisation… the depth of everything reminding you of this single and hard hitting statement.

You are not good enough. Not anymore.

Such a hard hitting and heart breaking line. Makes you wonder, will things ever get better? Or rather… is it worth waiting for them to get better. The reliance on social help crumbles, and your idol view of yourself fades.

You are no longer the person you once were and you, being you, are no longer welcome here.
TheGreatGrayWolf
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