without saying good bye

He's gone away
don't know what to do or what to say
feel like i might cry
but to be strong i surely must give a try
boys chase me all the time, swear they love me
but that's just a lie  for they are not there when I'm in misery
only want me when my legs are spread  
wonder what they'd think if they know I secretly wanted them all dead?
I hate it when he's gone
makes me wonder what is going on?
did I do something wrong?
will he be gone for long?
there's nothing I can do
for he's the one I'm in love with it's true
I know he isn't messing with other girls behind my back
for that kind of mindset he sure does lack
I love him what more can i say?
it makes my whole entire day
just to know if his thought float my way
I love him with all that there is in me
he is everything i will ever need and he makes me so very happy
but tears fall from my eyes every time he goes
no, no body knows
how much I need him, how much i ove him, how much i care about him just being in my life
want to be his wife
be the only girl for the rest of his but why do i cry
when he leaves without saying good bye?