First high vs first love

Your first high 
Can never compare to the rest
So you roll a fatter one 
 Inhaling more smoke into your chest
But you'll never receive that high again
The amazing feeling laughing with all your friends
But you keep trying day after day
You keep hitting that bong 
All daylong words become clearer 
In your favorite song  
Food become better at the touch 
Of your tong 
But compared to your first high 
It's just  not as fun 
So you search and you search
For that first high 
but it's not coming
Back... So Just say good bye
I compare my first high 
To my first love
How beautiful and pure
Like a white turtle dove
So I search and I search
Trying to find a little more 
Filling my schedule full of 
Sluts and whore
But where one window closes
Comes a new open door 
so what iv learned from life
Is you can't beat your first high
But what I've also learned
Is it never hurt to try
You'll find it again atleast
Once before you die