She is Everything to Me

She feels that if she opens her heart  
Everything might just fall apart  
She feels that the world will keep turning  
Even if she's not returning  
And she feels that she wants to care  
But she's afraid of the nightmares  
And she feels that if she disappears  
She might never reappear  
 
She feels that her soul  
Has turned as black coal  
And she feels lost and empty  
She knows that the price is hefty  
And she feels like a coward  
When she's lost all her power  
She feels that if she opens her heart  
She might be torn apart  
 
She feels that if she were to cry  
People will think she didn't try  
She's afraid of the nightmare  
She doesn't want to care  
She doesn't want to appear  
She wants to disappear  
And she feels that if she opens her heart  
She might just shatter apart  
 
She's afraid  
Of feeling betrayed  
She knows she that has a sin  
She knows it won't help her win  
She has lost so many years  
To those canned beers  
She is broken  
And she is choken  
 
On the lies  
But she is more than ready to die  
Every time she looks at the sky
She wants to fly
Anyday
She'll fly away
Putting on an invisible cape
She will make her escape