Not So Precious

Her legs go on for eternity
her eyes speak of time, so much learned
In so little life
And her lips part ever so slightly
Pouting
Without her ever realizing when she does
She's think she's fat
Imperfect in every way
Even though she's fucking right
I can't help it
I see a tired, yet beautiful, size 14 woman
Heh
Though I admit 5 11 is taller than most
But I love the way she slouches
The way she keeps her head down
While she inhales toxic fumes
I smile
Because she knows she's worthless
Smart as hell though
If u can still consider a drop out intelligent
If an addict can have any brain cells left
I love her so
Every time I fuck a bitch
I think of curls
Long
coffee Brown
The way she smells
And the way she moans
Every time I slapped her
God
I love it when she bleeds
Just for me
Crimson drops of wine
I so desperately became addicted to
And her tears...
I nearly drown
Immersed
in such a lovely tragety
I let her know how much I care
Everytime she's on her knees
Everytime she bites her lip
So wicked is my love
So haunting is her past
Adoration
Is how she feels
Grateful for my touch
My attention
Baby I'm almost home
I just need to finish this...
My errands
And I'll kiss her tender lips as I return
Press against her throbbing flesh..
Black is my favorite color after all..
I know she knows
That I do it out of love..
Because I'm just a little twisted..
She doesn't mind
Because she's just a little sick..
And trust me when I say
That this..
That her..
She's just..
She is just oh so precious