going under

Itís scary now
that Iíve fallen so deep under ground
where my humanity fades
and I have the irresistible primal urge
to break everything

I want to expunge myself of violence
until only the hollow shell of my former self

Itís like a high running through my veins
taking over everything I was and could be
until I cease to exist in the way youíve always known

Weíre going down, my darling
wont you take me with you?
Iíd say we could go out together
but donít you know
in the end, we all die alone

The swirling abyss of self-destruction stares up at me
and promises me all the delights of my dark desires
if only I bring the poison to my lips
and take a sip

How are we not dead yet?
Weíve been dreaming of this murder suicide for years
I was always the stronger half on the crucifix
and now all I want to do is break
and find out if hell really exists

© Indie Adams 2012
Written by Indie (Miss Indie)
All writing remains the property of the author. Don't use it for any purpose without their permission.
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