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Sleepless Nights

tossing and turning
my whole body seems to be burning
my skins so hot to the touch
I miss having a lover so very much
but I need to stand firm in my believes, stand fast and true
as true as Blue
lust is my greatest foe
and I won't let it turn me into a cheap sleazy hoe
this is the path that I have chosen, and the nights are so very long
but I would rather spend a thousand nights alone then doing things I know are wrong
I'm a virgin, barely pure
how I ever survived my sexual rebellion I will never be quite sure
I have a ring on my finger, the middle finger not the ring
to most it don't mean a thing
but to me, it represents my future family and the one who will call me his wife
the ring reminds me that a single night of unbridled pleasure could ruin my whole life
sex is not for me
physical pleasure has brought me nothing but heartache and misery
I'm not like you
I refrain from what I believe to be wrong, it is true
I'm human, filled to the brim with desire
but I will fight this fire
and though I am a burning flame
I will fight all the same
I am fire it is true
I am a fire that burns bright blue
so bring on the sleepless nights
for I will be one of the few burning lights
in the darkness I will burn
until it is my turn
my turn to find a life of my own
a pair of arms that I can call home
Written by BlueBeastGirl (Beasty)
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