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Desperation

Being brainwashed with societal fallacies..  
In these days without reprieve,  
I WANT to WANT everything.  

And I HATE, †
..so passionately, †
..this wicked emotion,  
..this forsaken greed.  

Did you know..  
Itís useless to get to this stage?  

Where Hopelessness meets defeat  
..of longing Desperation  
..of desirous (or is it delirious) Desperation, †
..so pungent, †
..undulating, †
..with serrated breathing.  

I more than crave, †
..the sunlight,  
..the moon,  
..the air,  
..the food.  

I more than yearn for comfort..  
In our kisses, our hugs, our sex  

I  
Just  
Want  
MORE  

More than impulses  
More than need  
More than human conversation  
More than creeds  

Did you know..  
There is no coming back from this stage?  

Where Hopelessness meets Defeat.. of longing Desperation  

There is nothing left here..  
But an empty vessel of superficial need,  
Feeding on fictional fumes of dreams,  
..waiting to end every thought on what I cannot have  
..nothing earthly can satiate this uncontrollable feeling  
..for what is LIFE when you are desperate for DEATH  
 

I just cannot get rid of this bloodlust to end which is mine.
Jordanne
Written by Jordanne (RubixCube)
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