Avete bisogno di me nella tua vita?

Do you need me
to be happy?

in a way I need you
sad but true

You make me laugh and you don't even try
believe my words I do not lie

Somehow you've changed my very dreams
is anything ever truly as it seems

The future seems so unclear
and though you're not you always seem near

I know you'll read this some point in time
I've to say these feelings really are mine

Though I try to hide it,
swear to you that these feelings I'd never admit

I'm happy yes it is true
some of it can be due to you

You are who you are
that is one of the reasons I like you so much by far

Your cheerful nature is rubbing off on me
everyone notices how happy I seem to be

My happiness isn't biased just on you though
it's how my life is going, just thought you should know

Yes, your one of the reasons that I smile that much is true
but not all of my happiness is just from you

But something has been bothering me
a thought that has made me remember all my past misery

It's the thought that I need you far more then you will ever need me
has me feeling just a tinge blue see?

So here is my question, one and all
is it pathetic that I lay here waiting on the maybe that he too might fall

So how am to ever really know?
if he cares whether or not I stay or go

Though I am content
this poem is just for my mind to vent