Waiting And Lonely

alone in a town
with no family or friends around
my blood mixes with my tears as they hit the ground
I sob and cry, yet no one hears a sound
I'm so cold
and wishing I had someone to hold
the grief of death renewed
an anger that I by myself had to sooth
I feel more alone now then ever before
and there's no one here to care as my blood and tears hit the floor
there's something missing it's true
I'm homesick and feeling mighty blue
cold lonely nights
with no one here who wants to make things alright
crying in a room that's not my own
wishing, longing, praying, that someone would come and take me home
no one seems to care as I lay here crying on the ground
it's like no one can hear a single sound
no one really cares if I'm in pain
or that I run crying in the cold rain
the sun sets on another lonely day
with me still wishing my pain would just simply go away
and I haven't given up yet
so dear please don't fret
the blood I'm talking about is from me simply bitting my lip too hard, I don't cut anymore
and the tears I cry is because I'm lonely and I miss my family more everyday more then I ever have before
but I won't give up I am going to still fight this wrong
until someone to care about me comes along