This Tragedy

white ground
grey sky
falling from the clouds
I was soaring so high

I refused
to let go
I was misused
now I fall to the snow

below...

below, the whiteness
seems to beckon softly
the rejection, so heartless
now hurts terribly

time seems
to stand still
while my dreams
go crashing downhill

above...

above is a wall
made of grey nothingness
and as I fall
I try to sort through this mess

all I can see
is the dark
taking hold of me
tearing me apart

It was all a dream
a terrible lie
that I wanted to believe
I really tried...

I'm fading
gradually
blinking
in and out of reality

they're pretty...

those droplets of red
that fall to the earth
a crystallizing death
numbing the hurt

like snowflakes
they drift
they're easily made
falling so swift

I close my eyes
one last time
saying last goodbyes
no longer able to cry

remember me
when you can't sleep
you're now free
but the price was too deep

I loved you
and now it's too late
love so true
crushed by a grim fate

remember those pills?
keep me close
let this gap be filled
as you overdose