Though I Don't Wanta

it's so late and boy your on my lonely mind
which is not uncommon since I think of you all the time

my heart belongs to you
though you never once asked for it, that's true

I like to be alone by myself
but you've effected me more then anyone else

now I'm doing things I thought I'd never do
like write half a two dozen love poems about you

I hate love songs
cuz they always get it so wrong, oh there's too many wrongs

I'd write you a thousand poems, simply to try to describe what you mean to me
no I don't have you all figured out see?

you mean everything
you make this heart of mine sing

some say I like you to much for just a friend
I simply laugh at them trying to see how this will end

I always find myself in love
but God's been guiding me from his throne up above

maybe he he's leading me to you
or maybe someone who isn't anything like you, that might be trust

I'm standing on a cliffs edge
wondering if I'll walk over this ledge

you know everything about me
say you can handle who I happen to be

I'm darkness in a package of blue
maybe you'll light will guide me through

either way you've promised to never go away
now will I choose to stay?

I love you, Ranna
though I don't wanta