Shem

My tears 
Burn, 
they hurt 
So bad.
My chest 
Is being crushed
And its so hard to breathe.
You left when I needed you most.
You made me promise to stay
Swear to never leave you
And I kept my promise
To the very end.
I didnt have to ask, for you
To promise me that you'd always be with here for me,
But death forced you
To break your promise
I feel like some one stuck an arrow in my chest and
Kept twisting and twisting
Sending bolts of pain to my soul.
I can't live like this,
You were mine and i was yours
My only real friend,
My only family.
Now im so alone.
So very alone.
Crying,
Dying
In my own home
Of dispair, sorrow, hurt.
I had no one else,
I have no one else.
You were the only person
I could ever call my own,
My friend,
My brother
The only person ive
Ever had in my life.
And you died.
Now, all i can think
Is why.
Just wondering, 
Wondering
Why?
Why does it have to hurt so much?
I love you still
Forever and always 
Because even though
You have passed
I will shed no more
Tears of depression
And smile with joy,
And love when I hear
Your name
Or suddenly remember
The ways you made
Me laugh.
I will not be sad
Any longer,
I know that now
You are in a better
Place, happy
And watching
As the life of your 
Loved ones
Goes on
Always keeping you
Close to our hearts.