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Journey Through The Past - reposted
*The following is a complete list of every poem I have ever written, saved and published. There are a couple dozen no one will ever read, but don't worry, they aren't worth reading anyway, lol. Even I. the all powerful POETRYMAN have written some real duds, LOL!
Listed chronologically from the most recent to the oldest...
Poem Title - Date Written - Book/Chapter
*The Woodchuck Poem (*collab in progress) July/August/Sept 2012
Between Reality and Hell 09/11/2012
Dripping Into Death - 07/26/2012 - Library
Souls Mate - 07/24/2012 - Library
Nobody Becomes An Artist - 07/22/2012 - Library
Goodbye! - 07/19/2012 - Library
It's a Dog Eat Cat World - 07/16/2012 - Library
Unfade Away - 06/09/2012 - Library
There is Someone Deeper than Dark - 05/04/2012 - Library
Learning to Fly - 04/23/2012 - Library
The Nightmare of George and Rose - 01/28/2012 - Library
Opposite Sides of the Sky - 01/27/2012 - Library
A Path More Traveled - 01/13/2012 - S&W
Death Begins at Conception - 01/07/2012 - S&W
The Outline of My Lover - 12/24/2011 - P & P
12/22/2012 - *12/14/2011 - S&W
and on the last day - 12/09/2011 - S&W
a Self Portrait of Holes In A Story - 12/06/2011 - S&W
Everywhere A Sign - 11/30/2011 - S&W
Love Ain't Free - (risque humor) - 11/21/2011 - P & P
Holes In A Story - 11/01/2011 - S&W
When Everyone Got Paid - 10/12/2011 - P & P
After Birth - 09/27/2011 - P & P
the hidden foe - 09/17/2011 - S&W Ch 1 Pride & Prejudice
Someone There Is - 06/20/2011 - S&W
When I'm Sixty-Five - Social Insecurity - 06/13/2011 - S&W
Velocity Rapture - 06/09/2011 - S&W
Who’s in Control Here!? - 05/31/2011 S&W
The Weight - 05/17/2011 - S&W Ch 5 Faith: Search
Silence of the Lamb - 05/05/2011 - S&W Ch 5 Faith: Search
Mother oh Mother - 04/20/2011 - S&W Ch 2 Mother Nature
Crescent Blu Moon - 04/01/2011 - P & P: Ch 04 Innerlewd
of Feathers and Fantasy - 03/28/2011 - P & P: Ch 04 Innerlewd
Shadow and Bone - 02/22/2011 - P & P: Ch 04 Innerlewd
The Fool That Never Knowed - 01/11/2011 - P & P: Ch 01 Back To The Egg
The Act No One Wants To See - 06/13/2010 - P & P: Ch 02 Broken Bonds
Fair Lucy St. Anne - 06/09/2010 - P & P: Ch 04 Innerlewd
Surrender the Phantom - 06/02/2010 - P & P: Ch 01 Back To The Egg
Evolution of Expression (The ink runs dry) - 05/25/2010 - S&W Ch 7 $tate of the Art
Goodbye Mr Bear - 04/20/2010 - P & P
Traitor in Our Midst - 01/01/2010 P & P: Ch 01 Back To The Egg
Eleven Years Road By - 10/01/2009 P & P: Ch 01 Back To The Egg
American Soil - 05/09/2009 - S&W
Uncertain to Me - 04/01/2009 - S&W
Eulogy for my Father - 03/03/2009 - S&W Ch 3 Family
Unloved Alone but She Loved Him - 02/25/2009 - P & P: Ch 01 Back To The Egg
Distilled Belief - 06/22/2008 - S&W Ch 5 Faith: Search
Poet No More - 12/12/2007 - S&W Ch 7 $tate of the Art
Losing Perspective - 07/07/2007 - P & P: Ch 12 Knight Fall
Descent - 02/28/2007 - P & P: Ch 01 Back To The Egg
A Grave Half-Empty - 02/14/2007 P & P: Ch 01 Back To The Egg
Naked Passion - 06/09/2006 - P & P: Ch 03 Interlude
Intercourse of Hearts - 02/14/2006 - P & P: Ch 03 Interlude
One Poem Dan - 01/22/2006 - S&W Ch 7 $tate of the Art
Hiding Hollow Eyes - 11/25/2005 - Return To The Egg (ark-ives)
A Ray of Sun From A Heart of Gold - 10/23/2005 - S&W Ch 3 Family
Where Will You Aim Your Hate? - 09/29/2005 - S&W Ch 1 Pride & Prejudice
Where Is My Muse? - 09/14/2005 - S&W Ch 7 $tate of the Art
Pay For The War - 09/03/2005 - S&W Ch 6 Power & Peace
A Door Too Close To Closed To Adore You - 05/11/2005 - P & P: Ch 02 Broken Bonds
The Task Undone - 05/07/2005 S&W Ch 3 Family
Under The Bridge - 03/30/2005 S&W Ch 4 Introspection
Life Is An Ocean - 10/11/2004 - S&W Ch 4 Introspection
1000 Keys - 09/09/2004 - S&W Ch 6 Power & Peace
Trap-Eas-y-To-Fall-In-Two - 08/17/2004 - P & P: Ch 02 Broken Bonds
Two Color Souls One Color - 06/01/2004 - S&W Ch 9 Loose Ends
Moon and River - 05/01/2004 - S&W Ch 2 Mother Nature
Full Womb Crescent Moon - 04/28/2004 - S&W Ch 2 Mother Nature
I Am - 03/04/2004 - S&W Ch 4 Introspection
Inner Eclipse - 11/08/2003 - S&W Ch 2 Mother Nature
Invisible Light - 10/30/2003 - S&W Ch 5 Faith: Search
Does She Think of Me? - 10/14/2003 - P & P: Ch 12 Knight Fall
I Saw Your Smile Today - 10/14/2003 - P & P: Ch 12 Knight Fall
No End To The Flesh - 09/28/2003 - S&W Ch 5 Faith: Search
The One On My Shoulder - Never Succumb - 09/19/2003 - S&W Ch 5 Faith: Search
Soul Silhouette - 08/31/2003 - P & P: Ch 02 Broken Bonds
Reckless Fire - 08/28/2003 - P & P: Ch 04 Innerlewd
Within Me - Beyond Me - 07/18/2003 S&W Ch 4 Introspection
4th Independence - 07/04/2003 S&W Ch 1 Pride & Prejudice
Not For Kings - 06/26/2003 P & P: Ch 15 The Darkives
Seeds & Weeds - (prose) - 06/21/2003 S&W Ch 1 Pride & Prejudice
Like Father, Like Son - 06/17/2003 S&W Ch 6 Power & Peace
Tres Semillas – 3 Seeds - 05/12/2003 - Library
3 Seeds - 05/12/2003 - - S&W
This Dream I Dreamt Last Night - 04/21/2003 - S&W Ch 5 Faith: Search
Nation's Pledge - 04/14/2003 - S&W Ch 6 Power & Peace
Pride Blinds Biased Eyes - 03/30/2003 - S&W Ch 6 Power & Peace
A Ghost At My Door - 03/18/2003 - S&W Ch 9 Loose Ends
Unwilling To Let Go - 03/09/2003 - S&W Ch 5 Faith: Search
Death Of A Virgin - 02/25/2003 - S&W Ch 7 $tate of the Art
Sometimes Wishes Come True - 01/01/2003 - P & P: Ch 02 Broken Bonds
Big Hair - 11/10/2002 - S&W Ch 9 Loose Ends
A Test - 11/03/2002 - S&W Ch 7 $tate of the Art
Seasons Fall - 10/31/2002 - P & P: Ch 12 Knight Fall
Knot In The Loop - 10/26/2002 - S&W Ch 7 $tate of the Art
Halloween Knight - 10/12/2002 - P & P: Ch 12 Knight Fall
A Shadow By The Lake - 08/06/2002 - P & P: Ch 12 Knight Fall
The Long Road Home - 07/26/2002 - twixters
Faith In What I Don't Believe - 07/26/2002 - S&W Ch 5 Faith: Search
Touch - 05/27/2002 - S&W Ch 5 Faith: Search
D-arckives - 04/10/2002 - P & P: Ch 15 The Darkives
Philosophy Therefore Poetry - 03/29/2002 - S&W Ch 7 $tate of the Art
Across The Miles - 02/26/2002 - S&W Ch 9 Loose Ends
Valentine's Day Piercing - 02/08/2002 - P & P: Ch 11 After the Fall
Matthew 5:5 - 01/27/2002 - S&W Ch 1 Pride & Prejudice
Just Friends - 11/28/2001 - P & P: Ch 15 The Darkives
Vegetarian Spam - 11/09/2001 - P & P: Ch 11 After the Fall
Feminine Fire - 10/31/2001 - P & P: Ch 11 After the Fall
What's Living Inside Me - 10/29/2001 - P & P: Ch 15 The Darkives
The Fall - 10/27/2001 - P & P: Ch 11 After the Fall
Desire No More - 10/27/2001 - P & P: Ch 11 After the Fall
Flicker - 08/19/2001 - P & P: Ch 15 The Darkives
Ro-Ro Rows Her Boat - 07/06/2001 - S&W Ch 3 Family
In The Sky There Is No Limit - 06/28/2001 - P & P: Ch 03 Interlude
Just Say Yes - 06/24/2001 - P & P: Ch 04 Innerlewd
I Want To Lie - 06/09/2001 - P & P: Ch 15 The Darkives
A Lover's Serenade - 06/05/2001 - P & P: Ch 11 After the Fall
Tonight's The Night - 05/21/2001 - P & P: Ch 15 The Darkives
Rescued Last - 05/21/2001 - P & P: Ch 15 The Darkives
One Heart Too Strong To Live - 05/04/2001 - P & P: Ch 15 The Darkives
Tired Of Life - 04/28/2001 - P & P: Ch 15 The Darkives
Emptiness Within - 04/23/2001 - P & P: Ch 10 The Recurring Curse
I Give Up, I Quit, Just Let Me Go - 04/22/2001 - P & P: Ch 15 The Darkives
The Boyz At Tryon - 03/26/2001 - S&W Ch 1 Pride & Prejudice
Eye Of The Pirate, Heart Of A Thief - 03/25/2001 - P & P: Ch 02 Broken Bonds
Beyond The Mask - 03/16/2001 - P & P: Ch 03 Interlude
Crossroads - 03/08/2001 - P & P: Ch 10 The Recurring Curse
Loving You - 03/08/2001 - P & P: Ch 10 The Recurring Curse
Unrequited Love - 03/08/2001 - P & P: Ch 10 The Recurring Curse
Hidden From Me - 03/08/2001 - P & P: Ch 10 The Recurring Curse
Lost and Found - 08/01/2000 - P & P: Ch 03 Interlude
The Forest Or The Trees? - 06/09/2000 - P & P: Ch 04 Innerlewd
Graduation Speech - NYS OCFS - Tryon - 12/07/1999 - S&W Ch 1 Pride & Prejudice
Swing Set - 07/22/1999 - P & P: Ch 02 Broken Bonds
Have You Heard? - 06/06/1999 - S&W Ch 5 Faith: Search
Booty Camp - 12/20/1998 - P & P: Ch 10 The Recurring Curse
This Quiet Cemetery - 09/09/1998 - S&W Ch 3 Family
Pride Is One Seed - 04/04/1997 - S&W Ch 1 Pride & Prejudice
Hypnocize Me - 12/14/1996 - P & P: Ch 10 The Recurring Curse
Rush To Judgment - Judgment To Rush - 07/11/1995 - S&W Ch 6 Power & Peace
Un-stately Swans - 02/15/1995 - Return To The Egg (ark-ives)
Odd Years - 06/09/1993 - library
On the Outside - 06/07/1992 - P & P: Ch 09 The Dream Is Over
Expose Yourself - 09/25/1991 - P & P: Ch 03 Interlude
Damned If I Do - 07/07/1991 - S&W Ch 8 Against the Tides
Daylights Darkness - 01/03/1991 - S&W Ch 9 Loose Ends
Cool Summer Night - 07/22/1990 - S&W Ch 8 Against the Tides
If Closets Could Talk - 07/06/1990 - P & P: Ch 01 Back To The Egg
Hey Joe, What Does It Mean If It Burns When I Pi$$? - 07/05/1990 - P & P: Ch 01 Back To The Egg
He Who Laughs Last Will Be A Fertile Mutant Cockroach - 03/03/1990 - S&W Ch 2 Mother Nature
Unspoken Thirst - 01/07/1990 - S&W Ch 9 Loose Ends
It's Not Fair At All - */*/1989 - library
As A Matter Of Fact Or Fiction - 12/04/1989 - P & P: Ch 04 Innerlewd
Finally Through - 11/01/1989 - P & P: Ch 09 The Dream Is Over
See Through Inner Eyes - 10/27/1989 - S&W Ch 4 Introspection
What Happened To Us? - 10/26/1989 - P & P: Ch 02 Broken Bonds
Empty Arms And Burning Flags - 09/12/1989 - S&W Ch 6 Power & Peace
Stars And Stripes - 08/12/1989 - S&W Ch 6 Power & Peace
Bar Fly - 08/12/1989 - P & P: Ch 03 Interlude
Every Eden Has It's Apples - 07/26/1989 - S&W Ch 4 Introspection
Under Waterfalls - 07/17/1989 - P & P: Ch 09 The Dream Is Over
But Does God Trust in US? - 05/30/1989 - S&W Ch 4 Introspection
Struggle Against Success - 05/13/1989 - S&W Ch 4 Introspection
Artists Are Lonely - 04/29/1989 - S&W Ch 7 $tate of the Art
Tragedy - 04/07/1989 - S&W Ch 7 $tate of the Art
You're Where I Wanna Be - 02/14/1989 - P & P: Ch 09 The Dream Is Over
Deja Vu - Happening All Over Again - 01/01/1989 - P & P: Ch 09 The Dream Is Over
Separation - 12/31/1988 - S&W Ch 1 Pride & Prejudice
Segregation - 12/30/1988 - S&W Ch 1 Pride & Prejudice
The Unveiling - 09/27/1988 - P & P: Ch 09 The Dream Is Over
In The Night Sky - 07/01/1988 - P & P: Ch 09 The Dream Is Over
At The End Of Every Rainbow - 07/01/1988 - P & P: Ch 02 Broken Bonds
Truths That I Refuse To See - 05/08/1988 - P & P: Ch 08 Veiled In Shadow
What Are We Waiting For? - 04/16/1988 - P & P: Ch 08 Veiled In Shadow
Shadows - 03/19/1988 - P & P: Ch 08 Veiled In Shadow
Veiled Beauty - 03/19/1988 - P & P: Ch 08 Veiled In Shadow
Two Hearts Melt Like A Box Of Chocolates On A Steaming Radiator - 02/14/1988 - S&W Ch 8 Against the Tides
NY City - 01/31/1988 - P & P: Ch 08 Veiled In Shadow
Drive Home - 12/31/1987 - S&W
Take Away My Blue - 12/10/1987 - P & P: Ch 08 Veiled In Shadow
NO ON - 12/08/1987 - P & P: Ch 07 The Point....
Every Night - 11/11/1987 - P & P: Ch 07 The Point....
Sleep - Hiding From The Touch Of Death - 10/11/1987 - S&W Ch 2 Mother Nature
Leaves - 09/21/1987 - S&W Ch 2 Mother Nature
Hold On Lisa Hold On Till Then - 08/07/1987 - P & P: Ch 07 The Point....
A Possibility - 07/27/1987 - P & P: Ch 07 The Point....
There's More Than One Way - 07/04/1987 - S&W Ch 6 Power & Peace
Blind To The Me Others See - 07/04/1987 - S&W Ch 4 Introspection
Bittersweet Sixteen - Alone In Her Bed - 06/30/1987 - S&W Ch 8 Against the Tides
Stock Room Blues - 06/30/1987 - S&W Ch 4 Introspection
Painfully Exciting - 06/30/1987 - S&W Ch 8 Against the Tides
The Best Girl I Can See - 06/28/1987 - S&W Ch 8 Against the Tides
Stunned At First Sight - 06/28/1987 - S&W Ch 8 Against the Tides
Friends We Must Be - 06/09/1987 - P & P: Ch 07 The Point....
The Man I Am No One Else Knows - 03/06/1987 - S&W Ch 4 Introspection
Isn't It A Shame? - 01/16/1987 - P & P: Ch 06 Seven-Year Obsession
Your Loss...! - 01/16/1987 - P & P: Ch 06 Seven-Year Obsession
What's The Point? - 01/11/1987 - P & P: Ch 06 Seven-Year Obsession
Two Friends from the Past - 01/03/1987 - P & P: Ch 06 Seven-Year Obsession
I Want Into Your Heart - 01/02/1987 - P & P: Ch 06 Seven-Year Obsession
Let's Get Naughty - 01/01/1987 - P & P: Ch 05 Lust
Whatever We Do Let's Do It All Night Long - 12/24/1986 - P & P: Ch 05 Lust
Friendship Is Fine, But.... - 12/12/1986 - P & P: Ch 05 Lust
Off The Wall Lovers - 11/11/1986 - P & P: Ch 05 Lust
The Difference Between Night And Day - 11/01/1986 - P & P: Ch 04 Innerlewd
The Night Before - 11/01/1986 - P & P: Ch 06 Seven-Year Obsession
Paradise Enough With You - 11/01/1986 - P & P: Ch 05 Lust
Munchkin Mamma - 09/01/1986 - library
Too Hard To Overlook - 08/28/1986 - library
Artificial Artists (X-Reprise) - 01/01/1986 - S&W Ch 7 $tate of the Art
Artificial Artists (State Of The Art) - 01/01/1986 - S&W Ch 7 $tate of the Art
Tickle My Nose - 12/21/1985 - library
Lisa, You Break My Heart - 12/13/1985 - P & P: Ch 06 Seven-Year Obsession
Lisa, Should I Play Guitar? - 11/01/1985 - P & P: Ch 06 Seven-Year Obsession
Desire To Fly - 10/31/1985 - S&W Ch 2 Mother Nature
Sunshine Smile - 08/31/1985 - S&W Ch 9 Loose Ends
Someone's Drowning In Your Pool - 08/30/1985 - S&W Ch 9 Loose Ends
Walls And Bridges - 04/04/1985 - S&W Ch 4 Introspection
God's Children / One Family We Are - 03/03/1985 - S&W Ch 6 Power & Peace
A Question Of Faith - 02/22/1985 - S&W Ch 5 Faith: Search
Do Not Die For Me - 01/22/1985 - S&W Ch 6 Power & Peace
An Empty Room Have I - 09/03/1984 - P & P: Ch 14 Empty Nest
Deja Vu, Haven't I Been Here Before? - 08/11/1984 - P & P: Ch 13 Maggie-Margret....
Mutual Attraction - 07/21/1984 - P & P: Ch 03 Interlude
Friends and Lovers - 06/02/1984 - P & P: Ch 05 Lust
Better Left Unsaid - 05/28/1984 - P & P: Ch 05 Lust
Friendship Doesn't Always Rhyme - 05/05/1984 - twixters
What I Want, What I Need; Is It Wrong, Is It Greed? - 05/01/1984 - P & P: Ch 14 Empty Nest
Where Are You Going? I've Seen Where You've Been! - 04/16/1984 - P & P: Ch 02 Broken Bonds
I Wish I Wasn't Me - 02/29/1984 - P & P: Ch 14 Empty Nest
Against The Tides - 01/31/1984 - S&W Ch 8 Against the Tides
Cold As Ice - 01/11/1984 - P & P: Ch 14 Empty Nest
Falling A Little Shy Of It - 01/01/1984 - twixters
How Can Love Be So Unkind? - 12/28/1983 - twixters
Constant & Changing - 11/27/1983 - S&W Ch 4 Introspection
Fantasy Lovers - 11/01/1983 - P & P: Ch 04 Innerlewd
Lovely Lady - 10/30/1983 - P & P: Ch 14 Empty Nest
Never Fall To Troubles - 09/12/1983 - P & P: Ch 14 Empty Nest
Your Great Charade - 09/04/1983 - P & P: Ch 13 Maggie-Margret....
What Lies Beneath - 09/04/1983 - P & P: Ch 14 Empty Nest
Fool In The Rain - 06/22/1983 - P & P: Ch 13 Maggie-Margret....
Two Faced - 06/06/1983 - S&W Ch 4 Introspection
Forgive Not Forget - 04/03/1983 - S&W Ch 4 Introspection
Self Portrait - 04/01/1983 - S&W Ch 4 Introspection
The Family Way - 03/31/1983 - S&W Ch 3 Family
Quarter-Life Crisis - 03/25/1983 - S&W Ch 3 Family
Maggie, You Kiss Guys Wrong For You - 03/24/1983 - twixters
Even The Best Of Us - 03/21/1983 - S&W Ch 3 Family
Feels Like I Almost Cheated On You - 02/15/1983 - library
In The Drifts - 01/31/1983 - P & P: Ch 13 Maggie-Margret....
Staying Home - New Year's Eve - 12/31/1982 - P & P: Ch 13 Maggie-Margret....
Warm Hands And Wet Feet - 12/26/1982 - P & P: Ch 13 Maggie-Margret....
Pass On True Freedom - 12/26/1982 - S&W Ch 5 Faith: Search
Great Unknown - 12/24/1982 - S&W Ch 5 Faith: Search
Maggie Maybe - 10/10/1982 - P & P: Ch 13 Maggie-Margret....
Butterflies - 08/11/1982 - P & P: Ch 13 Maggie-Margret....
Back To The Egg - 03/25/1982 - P & P: Ch 01 Back To The Egg
Life Long Wife - 02/04/1982 - P & P: Ch 13 Maggie-Margret....
Aisumasen Renee - 12/09/1980 - S&W Ch 9 Loose Ends
Hidden Alterations - 03/28/1980 - S&W Ch 9 Loose Ends
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Listed chronologically from the most recent to the oldest...
Poem Title - Date Written - Book/Chapter
*The Woodchuck Poem (*collab in progress) July/August/Sept 2012
Between Reality and Hell 09/11/2012
Dripping Into Death - 07/26/2012 - Library
Souls Mate - 07/24/2012 - Library
Nobody Becomes An Artist - 07/22/2012 - Library
Goodbye! - 07/19/2012 - Library
It's a Dog Eat Cat World - 07/16/2012 - Library
Unfade Away - 06/09/2012 - Library
There is Someone Deeper than Dark - 05/04/2012 - Library
Learning to Fly - 04/23/2012 - Library
The Nightmare of George and Rose - 01/28/2012 - Library
Opposite Sides of the Sky - 01/27/2012 - Library
A Path More Traveled - 01/13/2012 - S&W
Death Begins at Conception - 01/07/2012 - S&W
The Outline of My Lover - 12/24/2011 - P & P
12/22/2012 - *12/14/2011 - S&W
and on the last day - 12/09/2011 - S&W
a Self Portrait of Holes In A Story - 12/06/2011 - S&W
Everywhere A Sign - 11/30/2011 - S&W
Love Ain't Free - (risque humor) - 11/21/2011 - P & P
Holes In A Story - 11/01/2011 - S&W
When Everyone Got Paid - 10/12/2011 - P & P
After Birth - 09/27/2011 - P & P
the hidden foe - 09/17/2011 - S&W Ch 1 Pride & Prejudice
Someone There Is - 06/20/2011 - S&W
When I'm Sixty-Five - Social Insecurity - 06/13/2011 - S&W
Velocity Rapture - 06/09/2011 - S&W
Who’s in Control Here!? - 05/31/2011 S&W
The Weight - 05/17/2011 - S&W Ch 5 Faith: Search
Silence of the Lamb - 05/05/2011 - S&W Ch 5 Faith: Search
Mother oh Mother - 04/20/2011 - S&W Ch 2 Mother Nature
Crescent Blu Moon - 04/01/2011 - P & P: Ch 04 Innerlewd
of Feathers and Fantasy - 03/28/2011 - P & P: Ch 04 Innerlewd
Shadow and Bone - 02/22/2011 - P & P: Ch 04 Innerlewd
The Fool That Never Knowed - 01/11/2011 - P & P: Ch 01 Back To The Egg
The Act No One Wants To See - 06/13/2010 - P & P: Ch 02 Broken Bonds
Fair Lucy St. Anne - 06/09/2010 - P & P: Ch 04 Innerlewd
Surrender the Phantom - 06/02/2010 - P & P: Ch 01 Back To The Egg
Evolution of Expression (The ink runs dry) - 05/25/2010 - S&W Ch 7 $tate of the Art
Goodbye Mr Bear - 04/20/2010 - P & P
Traitor in Our Midst - 01/01/2010 P & P: Ch 01 Back To The Egg
Eleven Years Road By - 10/01/2009 P & P: Ch 01 Back To The Egg
American Soil - 05/09/2009 - S&W
Uncertain to Me - 04/01/2009 - S&W
Eulogy for my Father - 03/03/2009 - S&W Ch 3 Family
Unloved Alone but She Loved Him - 02/25/2009 - P & P: Ch 01 Back To The Egg
Distilled Belief - 06/22/2008 - S&W Ch 5 Faith: Search
Poet No More - 12/12/2007 - S&W Ch 7 $tate of the Art
Losing Perspective - 07/07/2007 - P & P: Ch 12 Knight Fall
Descent - 02/28/2007 - P & P: Ch 01 Back To The Egg
A Grave Half-Empty - 02/14/2007 P & P: Ch 01 Back To The Egg
Naked Passion - 06/09/2006 - P & P: Ch 03 Interlude
Intercourse of Hearts - 02/14/2006 - P & P: Ch 03 Interlude
One Poem Dan - 01/22/2006 - S&W Ch 7 $tate of the Art
Hiding Hollow Eyes - 11/25/2005 - Return To The Egg (ark-ives)
A Ray of Sun From A Heart of Gold - 10/23/2005 - S&W Ch 3 Family
Where Will You Aim Your Hate? - 09/29/2005 - S&W Ch 1 Pride & Prejudice
Where Is My Muse? - 09/14/2005 - S&W Ch 7 $tate of the Art
Pay For The War - 09/03/2005 - S&W Ch 6 Power & Peace
A Door Too Close To Closed To Adore You - 05/11/2005 - P & P: Ch 02 Broken Bonds
The Task Undone - 05/07/2005 S&W Ch 3 Family
Under The Bridge - 03/30/2005 S&W Ch 4 Introspection
Life Is An Ocean - 10/11/2004 - S&W Ch 4 Introspection
1000 Keys - 09/09/2004 - S&W Ch 6 Power & Peace
Trap-Eas-y-To-Fall-In-Two - 08/17/2004 - P & P: Ch 02 Broken Bonds
Two Color Souls One Color - 06/01/2004 - S&W Ch 9 Loose Ends
Moon and River - 05/01/2004 - S&W Ch 2 Mother Nature
Full Womb Crescent Moon - 04/28/2004 - S&W Ch 2 Mother Nature
I Am - 03/04/2004 - S&W Ch 4 Introspection
Inner Eclipse - 11/08/2003 - S&W Ch 2 Mother Nature
Invisible Light - 10/30/2003 - S&W Ch 5 Faith: Search
Does She Think of Me? - 10/14/2003 - P & P: Ch 12 Knight Fall
I Saw Your Smile Today - 10/14/2003 - P & P: Ch 12 Knight Fall
No End To The Flesh - 09/28/2003 - S&W Ch 5 Faith: Search
The One On My Shoulder - Never Succumb - 09/19/2003 - S&W Ch 5 Faith: Search
Soul Silhouette - 08/31/2003 - P & P: Ch 02 Broken Bonds
Reckless Fire - 08/28/2003 - P & P: Ch 04 Innerlewd
Within Me - Beyond Me - 07/18/2003 S&W Ch 4 Introspection
4th Independence - 07/04/2003 S&W Ch 1 Pride & Prejudice
Not For Kings - 06/26/2003 P & P: Ch 15 The Darkives
Seeds & Weeds - (prose) - 06/21/2003 S&W Ch 1 Pride & Prejudice
Like Father, Like Son - 06/17/2003 S&W Ch 6 Power & Peace
Tres Semillas – 3 Seeds - 05/12/2003 - Library
3 Seeds - 05/12/2003 - - S&W
This Dream I Dreamt Last Night - 04/21/2003 - S&W Ch 5 Faith: Search
Nation's Pledge - 04/14/2003 - S&W Ch 6 Power & Peace
Pride Blinds Biased Eyes - 03/30/2003 - S&W Ch 6 Power & Peace
A Ghost At My Door - 03/18/2003 - S&W Ch 9 Loose Ends
Unwilling To Let Go - 03/09/2003 - S&W Ch 5 Faith: Search
Death Of A Virgin - 02/25/2003 - S&W Ch 7 $tate of the Art
Sometimes Wishes Come True - 01/01/2003 - P & P: Ch 02 Broken Bonds
Big Hair - 11/10/2002 - S&W Ch 9 Loose Ends
A Test - 11/03/2002 - S&W Ch 7 $tate of the Art
Seasons Fall - 10/31/2002 - P & P: Ch 12 Knight Fall
Knot In The Loop - 10/26/2002 - S&W Ch 7 $tate of the Art
Halloween Knight - 10/12/2002 - P & P: Ch 12 Knight Fall
A Shadow By The Lake - 08/06/2002 - P & P: Ch 12 Knight Fall
The Long Road Home - 07/26/2002 - twixters
Faith In What I Don't Believe - 07/26/2002 - S&W Ch 5 Faith: Search
Touch - 05/27/2002 - S&W Ch 5 Faith: Search
D-arckives - 04/10/2002 - P & P: Ch 15 The Darkives
Philosophy Therefore Poetry - 03/29/2002 - S&W Ch 7 $tate of the Art
Across The Miles - 02/26/2002 - S&W Ch 9 Loose Ends
Valentine's Day Piercing - 02/08/2002 - P & P: Ch 11 After the Fall
Matthew 5:5 - 01/27/2002 - S&W Ch 1 Pride & Prejudice
Just Friends - 11/28/2001 - P & P: Ch 15 The Darkives
Vegetarian Spam - 11/09/2001 - P & P: Ch 11 After the Fall
Feminine Fire - 10/31/2001 - P & P: Ch 11 After the Fall
What's Living Inside Me - 10/29/2001 - P & P: Ch 15 The Darkives
The Fall - 10/27/2001 - P & P: Ch 11 After the Fall
Desire No More - 10/27/2001 - P & P: Ch 11 After the Fall
Flicker - 08/19/2001 - P & P: Ch 15 The Darkives
Ro-Ro Rows Her Boat - 07/06/2001 - S&W Ch 3 Family
In The Sky There Is No Limit - 06/28/2001 - P & P: Ch 03 Interlude
Just Say Yes - 06/24/2001 - P & P: Ch 04 Innerlewd
I Want To Lie - 06/09/2001 - P & P: Ch 15 The Darkives
A Lover's Serenade - 06/05/2001 - P & P: Ch 11 After the Fall
Tonight's The Night - 05/21/2001 - P & P: Ch 15 The Darkives
Rescued Last - 05/21/2001 - P & P: Ch 15 The Darkives
One Heart Too Strong To Live - 05/04/2001 - P & P: Ch 15 The Darkives
Tired Of Life - 04/28/2001 - P & P: Ch 15 The Darkives
Emptiness Within - 04/23/2001 - P & P: Ch 10 The Recurring Curse
I Give Up, I Quit, Just Let Me Go - 04/22/2001 - P & P: Ch 15 The Darkives
The Boyz At Tryon - 03/26/2001 - S&W Ch 1 Pride & Prejudice
Eye Of The Pirate, Heart Of A Thief - 03/25/2001 - P & P: Ch 02 Broken Bonds
Beyond The Mask - 03/16/2001 - P & P: Ch 03 Interlude
Crossroads - 03/08/2001 - P & P: Ch 10 The Recurring Curse
Loving You - 03/08/2001 - P & P: Ch 10 The Recurring Curse
Unrequited Love - 03/08/2001 - P & P: Ch 10 The Recurring Curse
Hidden From Me - 03/08/2001 - P & P: Ch 10 The Recurring Curse
Lost and Found - 08/01/2000 - P & P: Ch 03 Interlude
The Forest Or The Trees? - 06/09/2000 - P & P: Ch 04 Innerlewd
Graduation Speech - NYS OCFS - Tryon - 12/07/1999 - S&W Ch 1 Pride & Prejudice
Swing Set - 07/22/1999 - P & P: Ch 02 Broken Bonds
Have You Heard? - 06/06/1999 - S&W Ch 5 Faith: Search
Booty Camp - 12/20/1998 - P & P: Ch 10 The Recurring Curse
This Quiet Cemetery - 09/09/1998 - S&W Ch 3 Family
Pride Is One Seed - 04/04/1997 - S&W Ch 1 Pride & Prejudice
Hypnocize Me - 12/14/1996 - P & P: Ch 10 The Recurring Curse
Rush To Judgment - Judgment To Rush - 07/11/1995 - S&W Ch 6 Power & Peace
Un-stately Swans - 02/15/1995 - Return To The Egg (ark-ives)
Odd Years - 06/09/1993 - library
On the Outside - 06/07/1992 - P & P: Ch 09 The Dream Is Over
Expose Yourself - 09/25/1991 - P & P: Ch 03 Interlude
Damned If I Do - 07/07/1991 - S&W Ch 8 Against the Tides
Daylights Darkness - 01/03/1991 - S&W Ch 9 Loose Ends
Cool Summer Night - 07/22/1990 - S&W Ch 8 Against the Tides
If Closets Could Talk - 07/06/1990 - P & P: Ch 01 Back To The Egg
Hey Joe, What Does It Mean If It Burns When I Pi$$? - 07/05/1990 - P & P: Ch 01 Back To The Egg
He Who Laughs Last Will Be A Fertile Mutant Cockroach - 03/03/1990 - S&W Ch 2 Mother Nature
Unspoken Thirst - 01/07/1990 - S&W Ch 9 Loose Ends
It's Not Fair At All - */*/1989 - library
As A Matter Of Fact Or Fiction - 12/04/1989 - P & P: Ch 04 Innerlewd
Finally Through - 11/01/1989 - P & P: Ch 09 The Dream Is Over
See Through Inner Eyes - 10/27/1989 - S&W Ch 4 Introspection
What Happened To Us? - 10/26/1989 - P & P: Ch 02 Broken Bonds
Empty Arms And Burning Flags - 09/12/1989 - S&W Ch 6 Power & Peace
Stars And Stripes - 08/12/1989 - S&W Ch 6 Power & Peace
Bar Fly - 08/12/1989 - P & P: Ch 03 Interlude
Every Eden Has It's Apples - 07/26/1989 - S&W Ch 4 Introspection
Under Waterfalls - 07/17/1989 - P & P: Ch 09 The Dream Is Over
But Does God Trust in US? - 05/30/1989 - S&W Ch 4 Introspection
Struggle Against Success - 05/13/1989 - S&W Ch 4 Introspection
Artists Are Lonely - 04/29/1989 - S&W Ch 7 $tate of the Art
Tragedy - 04/07/1989 - S&W Ch 7 $tate of the Art
You're Where I Wanna Be - 02/14/1989 - P & P: Ch 09 The Dream Is Over
Deja Vu - Happening All Over Again - 01/01/1989 - P & P: Ch 09 The Dream Is Over
Separation - 12/31/1988 - S&W Ch 1 Pride & Prejudice
Segregation - 12/30/1988 - S&W Ch 1 Pride & Prejudice
The Unveiling - 09/27/1988 - P & P: Ch 09 The Dream Is Over
In The Night Sky - 07/01/1988 - P & P: Ch 09 The Dream Is Over
At The End Of Every Rainbow - 07/01/1988 - P & P: Ch 02 Broken Bonds
Truths That I Refuse To See - 05/08/1988 - P & P: Ch 08 Veiled In Shadow
What Are We Waiting For? - 04/16/1988 - P & P: Ch 08 Veiled In Shadow
Shadows - 03/19/1988 - P & P: Ch 08 Veiled In Shadow
Veiled Beauty - 03/19/1988 - P & P: Ch 08 Veiled In Shadow
Two Hearts Melt Like A Box Of Chocolates On A Steaming Radiator - 02/14/1988 - S&W Ch 8 Against the Tides
NY City - 01/31/1988 - P & P: Ch 08 Veiled In Shadow
Drive Home - 12/31/1987 - S&W
Take Away My Blue - 12/10/1987 - P & P: Ch 08 Veiled In Shadow
NO ON - 12/08/1987 - P & P: Ch 07 The Point....
Every Night - 11/11/1987 - P & P: Ch 07 The Point....
Sleep - Hiding From The Touch Of Death - 10/11/1987 - S&W Ch 2 Mother Nature
Leaves - 09/21/1987 - S&W Ch 2 Mother Nature
Hold On Lisa Hold On Till Then - 08/07/1987 - P & P: Ch 07 The Point....
A Possibility - 07/27/1987 - P & P: Ch 07 The Point....
There's More Than One Way - 07/04/1987 - S&W Ch 6 Power & Peace
Blind To The Me Others See - 07/04/1987 - S&W Ch 4 Introspection
Bittersweet Sixteen - Alone In Her Bed - 06/30/1987 - S&W Ch 8 Against the Tides
Stock Room Blues - 06/30/1987 - S&W Ch 4 Introspection
Painfully Exciting - 06/30/1987 - S&W Ch 8 Against the Tides
The Best Girl I Can See - 06/28/1987 - S&W Ch 8 Against the Tides
Stunned At First Sight - 06/28/1987 - S&W Ch 8 Against the Tides
Friends We Must Be - 06/09/1987 - P & P: Ch 07 The Point....
The Man I Am No One Else Knows - 03/06/1987 - S&W Ch 4 Introspection
Isn't It A Shame? - 01/16/1987 - P & P: Ch 06 Seven-Year Obsession
Your Loss...! - 01/16/1987 - P & P: Ch 06 Seven-Year Obsession
What's The Point? - 01/11/1987 - P & P: Ch 06 Seven-Year Obsession
Two Friends from the Past - 01/03/1987 - P & P: Ch 06 Seven-Year Obsession
I Want Into Your Heart - 01/02/1987 - P & P: Ch 06 Seven-Year Obsession
Let's Get Naughty - 01/01/1987 - P & P: Ch 05 Lust
Whatever We Do Let's Do It All Night Long - 12/24/1986 - P & P: Ch 05 Lust
Friendship Is Fine, But.... - 12/12/1986 - P & P: Ch 05 Lust
Off The Wall Lovers - 11/11/1986 - P & P: Ch 05 Lust
The Difference Between Night And Day - 11/01/1986 - P & P: Ch 04 Innerlewd
The Night Before - 11/01/1986 - P & P: Ch 06 Seven-Year Obsession
Paradise Enough With You - 11/01/1986 - P & P: Ch 05 Lust
Munchkin Mamma - 09/01/1986 - library
Too Hard To Overlook - 08/28/1986 - library
Artificial Artists (X-Reprise) - 01/01/1986 - S&W Ch 7 $tate of the Art
Artificial Artists (State Of The Art) - 01/01/1986 - S&W Ch 7 $tate of the Art
Tickle My Nose - 12/21/1985 - library
Lisa, You Break My Heart - 12/13/1985 - P & P: Ch 06 Seven-Year Obsession
Lisa, Should I Play Guitar? - 11/01/1985 - P & P: Ch 06 Seven-Year Obsession
Desire To Fly - 10/31/1985 - S&W Ch 2 Mother Nature
Sunshine Smile - 08/31/1985 - S&W Ch 9 Loose Ends
Someone's Drowning In Your Pool - 08/30/1985 - S&W Ch 9 Loose Ends
Walls And Bridges - 04/04/1985 - S&W Ch 4 Introspection
God's Children / One Family We Are - 03/03/1985 - S&W Ch 6 Power & Peace
A Question Of Faith - 02/22/1985 - S&W Ch 5 Faith: Search
Do Not Die For Me - 01/22/1985 - S&W Ch 6 Power & Peace
An Empty Room Have I - 09/03/1984 - P & P: Ch 14 Empty Nest
Deja Vu, Haven't I Been Here Before? - 08/11/1984 - P & P: Ch 13 Maggie-Margret....
Mutual Attraction - 07/21/1984 - P & P: Ch 03 Interlude
Friends and Lovers - 06/02/1984 - P & P: Ch 05 Lust
Better Left Unsaid - 05/28/1984 - P & P: Ch 05 Lust
Friendship Doesn't Always Rhyme - 05/05/1984 - twixters
What I Want, What I Need; Is It Wrong, Is It Greed? - 05/01/1984 - P & P: Ch 14 Empty Nest
Where Are You Going? I've Seen Where You've Been! - 04/16/1984 - P & P: Ch 02 Broken Bonds
I Wish I Wasn't Me - 02/29/1984 - P & P: Ch 14 Empty Nest
Against The Tides - 01/31/1984 - S&W Ch 8 Against the Tides
Cold As Ice - 01/11/1984 - P & P: Ch 14 Empty Nest
Falling A Little Shy Of It - 01/01/1984 - twixters
How Can Love Be So Unkind? - 12/28/1983 - twixters
Constant & Changing - 11/27/1983 - S&W Ch 4 Introspection
Fantasy Lovers - 11/01/1983 - P & P: Ch 04 Innerlewd
Lovely Lady - 10/30/1983 - P & P: Ch 14 Empty Nest
Never Fall To Troubles - 09/12/1983 - P & P: Ch 14 Empty Nest
Your Great Charade - 09/04/1983 - P & P: Ch 13 Maggie-Margret....
What Lies Beneath - 09/04/1983 - P & P: Ch 14 Empty Nest
Fool In The Rain - 06/22/1983 - P & P: Ch 13 Maggie-Margret....
Two Faced - 06/06/1983 - S&W Ch 4 Introspection
Forgive Not Forget - 04/03/1983 - S&W Ch 4 Introspection
Self Portrait - 04/01/1983 - S&W Ch 4 Introspection
The Family Way - 03/31/1983 - S&W Ch 3 Family
Quarter-Life Crisis - 03/25/1983 - S&W Ch 3 Family
Maggie, You Kiss Guys Wrong For You - 03/24/1983 - twixters
Even The Best Of Us - 03/21/1983 - S&W Ch 3 Family
Feels Like I Almost Cheated On You - 02/15/1983 - library
In The Drifts - 01/31/1983 - P & P: Ch 13 Maggie-Margret....
Staying Home - New Year's Eve - 12/31/1982 - P & P: Ch 13 Maggie-Margret....
Warm Hands And Wet Feet - 12/26/1982 - P & P: Ch 13 Maggie-Margret....
Pass On True Freedom - 12/26/1982 - S&W Ch 5 Faith: Search
Great Unknown - 12/24/1982 - S&W Ch 5 Faith: Search
Maggie Maybe - 10/10/1982 - P & P: Ch 13 Maggie-Margret....
Butterflies - 08/11/1982 - P & P: Ch 13 Maggie-Margret....
Back To The Egg - 03/25/1982 - P & P: Ch 01 Back To The Egg
Life Long Wife - 02/04/1982 - P & P: Ch 13 Maggie-Margret....
Aisumasen Renee - 12/09/1980 - S&W Ch 9 Loose Ends
Hidden Alterations - 03/28/1980 - S&W Ch 9 Loose Ends
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Anonymous
17th Aug 2012 6:19am
That is an impressive resume, Poetryman. My first published (and paid) piece was in an anthology back in '88. I can't believe I remember that!
17th Aug 2012 6:41am
Thanks for commenting Devlin... Devil inside? lol!!!
I don't remember writing most of my poems. If not for my journals and poetry books I wrote them in by hand back in the day, I might not even believe I wrote them all. But that's my hand writing in there for sure. I'd know it anywhere.
jj
I don't remember writing most of my poems. If not for my journals and poetry books I wrote them in by hand back in the day, I might not even believe I wrote them all. But that's my hand writing in there for sure. I'd know it anywhere.
jj
I find it interesting to see the patterns of writing and not writing. It helps put my life in perspective to see periods when I only wrote a few poems over a long stretch, even a couple of years where I only wrote one or two, or none at all. Some of those are blank spots in my memory as well. I don't remember anything about them and have no journal entries to tell me what was happening in my life. It makes me wonder what I was thinking about and why I had no inspirations for poems during those times. I was depressed for many years, but even when I was depressed I wrote poems about whatever unhappy things were going on. Aside from the depression that lasted for more than a dozen years, I may also have suffered some memory loss from the stroke I had this past February.
During the dark days I must have been doing a whole lot of nothing. I am currently working on a lifetime timeline, to see where I lived and where I worked or was going to school since I was about 17 and began writing poetry and corresponding journal notes. The journal notes are not actual diary type entries, they are mostly about the poems I had written, as to who they were for and what was happening that inspired them. I never kept a journal until I began writing poetry, but so far as I can tell, my memory losses did not begin until I was about 20 and thought about suicide for the first time when I began suspecting my girlfriend was cheating on me and then had it confirmed on the day of my mid-term exams in college, which I walked out and failed. That is when the dark days began and death was on my mind every day, or at least all of the days I can remember.
So I am somewhat optimistic that I will learn something about those empty spaces in my life once I have most of the pieces of the picture in place. Maybe I won't want to remember after I find out, you never know. Maybe I can't remember because I don't want to remember. Maybe the stroke has broken the connection to those memories and I can't get them back. But knowing that something is missing, bits and pieces that I have no clue about over a period of time that lasted for over a dozen years is rather disconcerting. Not that I need to remember every minute of my life, but with all these mini-black holes of memory that I know exist because I wrote poems and journal notes about and have no recollection of writing them or the events in them, makes me wonder if the things I do recall are as real as they seem to me to be. jj
During the dark days I must have been doing a whole lot of nothing. I am currently working on a lifetime timeline, to see where I lived and where I worked or was going to school since I was about 17 and began writing poetry and corresponding journal notes. The journal notes are not actual diary type entries, they are mostly about the poems I had written, as to who they were for and what was happening that inspired them. I never kept a journal until I began writing poetry, but so far as I can tell, my memory losses did not begin until I was about 20 and thought about suicide for the first time when I began suspecting my girlfriend was cheating on me and then had it confirmed on the day of my mid-term exams in college, which I walked out and failed. That is when the dark days began and death was on my mind every day, or at least all of the days I can remember.
So I am somewhat optimistic that I will learn something about those empty spaces in my life once I have most of the pieces of the picture in place. Maybe I won't want to remember after I find out, you never know. Maybe I can't remember because I don't want to remember. Maybe the stroke has broken the connection to those memories and I can't get them back. But knowing that something is missing, bits and pieces that I have no clue about over a period of time that lasted for over a dozen years is rather disconcerting. Not that I need to remember every minute of my life, but with all these mini-black holes of memory that I know exist because I wrote poems and journal notes about and have no recollection of writing them or the events in them, makes me wonder if the things I do recall are as real as they seem to me to be. jj
7th Sep 2012 00:31am
7th Sep 2012 5:17am
Thank you, but the real test will be if you still feel that way after you read them all, HA! jj
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