I Miss You

how angry I was with you
but I miss you so much it's true
I don't know what I would do
if you told me that we were over, that we were through
I miss you more then I can express
but I wouldn't blame you if you thought of me less
please forgive me I don't even remember why I was even angry at you
please don't go away I fear my skins already starting to turn back to blue
I miss you almost more then I can bare
and whenever I look your still not there
have I done it? have I finally pushed him away?
what a fool I am I want him back, I want him to stay
I hate that my emotions are as fickle as the sea
all I want at the end of the day is him here with me
my heart is once again breaking
and it's all my fault I'm aching
I wish I could call him back to me
let me explain that I'm afraid I don't mean much to him
maybe this is the reason why I keep screwing up again and again
I don't want him to go
but I'm so afraid you know?