your called

my heart it ever breaks
so much life wasted so many mistakes
i cry into a pool of humble
on my knees i lay to waste
the sins bitterness so vile all i taste
i see flashes of the life i had before
and i cry tears fall forever more
upon my wastelands i once called sactuary
my god why have only now do i come to you
you whove never left me
i the innsolent child
ive always failed nomatter which road i take
all my tearful promises unfortunately i break
im my only worst enemy is myself
i look into past and present and i feel all the loss
innocence lost and destroyed
ive cleansed away i look to you father
hold me again take the pain not numb it as i do
i love you father i do ever your child
guild me again take this shattered vessel and rebuild
make your light show from these eyes
let your love flow through this heart
carry me home for i falter repeatedly
im searching but what i find is loss baren wreakage
im broken im ready allow me to recieve you
break my heart again father knock so that i may recieve you
open my mind so that i only hear your voice
ive lost the connection father help me
i will thy will and let me hear your call
for alone without your guidance i cant but fall