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one mistake
They flock around him like zombies.
I roll my eyes he is just a new boy,
How did this happen?
I am in his truck and we are talking.
How did this happen?
I am in his arms and he is saying sorry,
How did it all happen?
He was the new boy,
I am the old girl no one likes.
His arms are wrapped around me.
Does he know of my gift?
I decide I want to tell him and know what the reaction will be.
I tap into the future and decide against it.
Will he ever really know what he used to mean to me?
Will he ever realise that he tore my heart apart once to many times.
How did this happen?
I am his once more.
How did this happen I am in the army now.
How did it all start?
Why did it all start?
Nothing is clear to me now I can no longer
understand what it is that is happening.
I watch the stars and hope that maybe soon I can figure it all out.
Will he understand when one day we wake up together and we realise what we did.
I pray I will not make that mistake again.
I almost ruined my life once but not again.
I want to love but how?
I cannot fathom the pain I am going through.
I ignore it all.
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I roll my eyes he is just a new boy,
How did this happen?
I am in his truck and we are talking.
How did this happen?
I am in his arms and he is saying sorry,
How did it all happen?
He was the new boy,
I am the old girl no one likes.
His arms are wrapped around me.
Does he know of my gift?
I decide I want to tell him and know what the reaction will be.
I tap into the future and decide against it.
Will he ever really know what he used to mean to me?
Will he ever realise that he tore my heart apart once to many times.
How did this happen?
I am his once more.
How did this happen I am in the army now.
How did it all start?
Why did it all start?
Nothing is clear to me now I can no longer
understand what it is that is happening.
I watch the stars and hope that maybe soon I can figure it all out.
Will he understand when one day we wake up together and we realise what we did.
I pray I will not make that mistake again.
I almost ruined my life once but not again.
I want to love but how?
I cannot fathom the pain I am going through.
I ignore it all.
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Published 9th Apr 2010
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