What Hurts

Waiting....
And waiting...
I always seem to be waiting
And you never show
I sit and watch my phone
Eyeing my computer
Jumping up every time someone walks through the door
But that's not the sad part
what makes me
stupid, pathetic, crazy
Is that i don't see it coming
That you won't show
That i can't count on you
That i expect you to call
And be there
But i see it now
You've wasted my time
Because i was focused oh you
And i missed out on my true love
And thats what hurts the most