The Words Hurt

Cute
Beautiful

I've got scars all over my body; back, legs and arms
everyone who comes near me always come to some sort of harms

Sexy
Gorgeous

I'm not the girl they see
that girl ain't me

Loving
Caring

would they say that if they saw all the knives i carry?
or all the secrets and lies i bury?

Pretty
Princess

their all like slaps to my face
their words meant for someone else, not me, a disgrace

Sweet
Kind

I've made grown men cry
told my sister over and over again that I wished she'd just die

Gentle
Good

I have assault charges, 6 to be exact
so why do this strangers keep calling me these words like their a mater of fact?

[b]Pure
Nice[/b]

who is this girl they see?
cuz the girl their describing just isnt me

Amazing
Hot

they haves seen my body how scared is
or how pretty call my cousins are and my little sis

Talented
Perfect

they can't see all the anger and poison that's boiling in me that's why im alone why no one stays
I'm leaning on God, hoping, praying he'll take it all way

Smart
Understanding

those cyber guys don't know me
they can't see all the pain I bring to everyone around me

Sad
Lonely

are the words they use that can be used to describe me
I'm sad because of all the pain I've caused
lonely cuz I won't let anyone close for fear they'll see
the monster that hides and lurks inside me
I worship my God because he loves the monster that's I am
he isn't ashamed of how ugly and twisted I am
guys can tell me all these lies
and their all left wondering why
I think their lies
they don't see
the monster that lurks withing me
the moon has a dark side and so do I
I am who I am and theres no room for anyone wondering why