Backwards breakup

Do you like it,
When i scream?
When I release the
Hurt inside,
Through the red
Liquid life streaming
Slowly out.
Do you know,
How I felt
That day at the beach?
When you decided
To break me,
In half,
And feed me to the
Hate you harbor inside of you.
Did I ever tell you,
That I never really cared?
That everything you know
Is a complete and utter lie.
That instead of breaking me,
You really shattered your own heart.
Did you ever realize,
That I wanted you to succeed
When you tried committing suicide?
When I gave you the rope to
Hang yourself with,
And when i handed you
The knife.
How is it,
That you don't realize,
I hate you?
When I never loved you
And your life is
All about the colorful
lies I told you.