What I Feel Inside Me

People see I’m broken and bruised
When they ask me what’s the matter I just make up an excuse
I’m the reason that we’re nothing from the choices that I choose
You gave me so many chances but now your confused
Im always messing up when I have something that’s good
You ask me if I love you and I used to tell you
only as a friend, but Then I switched it up on you
and leave you all confused
I’m sorry for the love you missed (cause I didn’t show it):  
After all the years its been I realized this,
My feelings for you just keeps growing
I really do care for you and I will do
whatever it takes to fight for you.
I will always be by your side, even when
something brings me down and I break down and cry
I know I will always have you by my side.
Everytime I think and wonder if we will be together again
I know it will all be worth it in the end.
I’m sorry for all the times that I left you;
I never felt so much regret and hatred for myself all the pain that i caused inside.
I'm sorry for the heart I broke that shattered
every time I spoke
I always thought no matter what I did or said,
you would still be around
Knowing that I hurt you, I feel my heart just hit the ground
Especially knowing I lost my love and you can't be replaced.
I tell myself that I’ll get by this pain today I seem to face
But I just can’t forget about you and just put you in the past
Cause still a part of me believes that we were made to last.