Aunt flo in town soon

I want to scream
and kick the shit
out of someone or something
fighting tears
and that tightness in my throat
all day long
the rage is building
the madness is starting to spill over
i can feel myself
slowly losing it
my fists are clenched
I start thinking
I might be depressed
or just pissed
what happened
why am i
ready to kill
ready to fight
what the fuck is going on
almost at the boiling point
when the chick next to me
asks me what day it is
i look at my phone
realizing its the 27th of July
now...
I know why
its almost that time............