Broken friendship

I knew it when you said it
When you spoke those fateful words
When you let a part of yourself free
For me to catch and keep in my pocket.
Those self destroying words you spoke,
The ones that keep everyone away.
I dont have a lot friends, actually to be exact
I have two and one lives in my head.
I could have more, but they always end up
Telling me those words that shouldnt be said.
The instant it passes their lips, its like a spell
Takes over them, and they realize that im boring
Now that they know me. They leave me in my own personal hell.
Trying to figure out where i went wrong.
How did i lead you to say this?
I tried to be annoying but endearing,
Frustratingly sweet, bitchy and kind,
Rough but gentle.
Yet, still you said those words, i hate those words.
Now that you've said it our friendship is gone
I know because you havent said a word to me for weeks
And we used to talk everyminute of everyday
Why did you have to say those words?
Now im open and broken again,
Bleeding from a wound thats been cut too many times.
It was worse this time, because i realized i felt the same towards you.
I said those words to you. Now you are gone
And i am depressed. Those words, those terrible
Words are
I
Love
You.